Not quite small enough...
Today is one of those days when I wish that the world wasn't so big. Where I wish that there wasn't so many time zones or long distance charges or visas. I never realized before that 3am on a Friday night in New York is not a good time to call anyone. Its late to call Vancouver (midnight), too early to call continental Europe/UK (9/8am) , India is 10.5 hours away (1:30pm - lunch), Toronto is out of the question (also 3am) and the only reason to place a local call after 2 is for booty which is not what I'm looking for right now. This is the one thing globalization/Skype/msn/etc just can't fix.
New York has this crazy way of making you feel alone surrounded by millions of people. I think its because its so easy to disappear. Days, weeks and months go by between seeing people and we all act as though its completely normal. If someone isn't around for a few weeks its rationalized as 'busy at work' or 'broke' or maybe they've just found other people to hang out with. Seeing someone once a month is frequent. I'm already cringing at the tightness of my spring schedule and I haven't even started working yet. However somehow I know these 'unoriginal' thoughts won't change my behaviour and I have to keep reminding myself that I've choosen this life.
Sigh, somebody please tell me when can I expect teleporting to commercialize.









