I'm here

Everytime I arrive in India it feels less chaotic. This time I there was no whiff of Bombay air when I exited the airport. I don't stare out the window from the taxi anymore. I'm just here. I wish I could share this with the people back home just for a day, just so they can really understand how similar my life here is (will be) to my other lives.

I'm looking forward to being part of a community here, making friends and living life. I'm even now looking forward to starting again, once again reinventing myself into whoever I want to be. Even if its all just temporary.

One thing I know is that I love Bombay, its magic still entrances me. Now I just need to stop being so scared everytime I get in an auto.

I move into my temporary flat on Thursday, then I'll really be here.