Was it something you said?
You know how sometimes (actually always for me) a song comes on the radio at exactly the right time and it seems like the someone has read your mind and is singing your feelings and thoughts right back at you, except that they've put it in much better words than you'd even be able to express (except for one or two lines that don't fit, but you forgive the singer because the rest is dead on).
Well that happened to me today, I was stuck in traffic and "it" came on the radio. Now the song is everywhere I go...the radio, muchmusic, much more music, even as background music on a website I visited by accident. Grr.
You would have thought that would have made me feel better, but it didn't. I don't want there to be other people who understand how I feel or what I'm thinking. Right now I what I want most is to feel that these feelings I'm having belong to me and only me. Its not that I think I'm so special or important to have these unique feelings, its just that having someone else feel my feelings and think my thoughts takes away from my here and now.
And no one ever wants to feel like what they are going through is the status quo, do they?

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